long story short

 I miss you a lot, dad. These days always remind me of you, It's getting a bit easier thinking about you and looking up things related to you but it still hurts and no amount of freedom gets you clean, I still got you all over me

 Life's been picking up, even if it has stayed the same. I lived and learned, and above all I matured. Things are gonna be fine, everything will be okay even when it doesn't feel like it will, I'm on holy ground.