long story short

 i feel stuck, nostalgic and alone. the beginning of the autumn brought all those forgotten memories about things that are here no more people and things that i miss but i won't get back anymore. and even in the middle of the ending of the world as we know it, i was content because things were not unraveling for worse till they did. but even after everything, i am making new memories and trying to find the joy in life again.

 I miss you. I wish you would come back.

If you love someone, set them free and if they come back they're yours. I let this love go and it seems like it's coming back, is it? I can't feel it close enough. I want to feel you completely. Come back to me.