may i have this dance?

 i feel stuck, nostalgic and alone.

the beginning of the autumn brought all those forgotten memories about things that are here no more

people and things that i miss but i won't get back anymore.

and even in the middle of the ending of the world as we know it,

i was content

because things were not unraveling for worse

till they did.

but even after everything,

i am making new memories

and trying to find the joy in life again.